-me and my star-

if loving you too much would hurt you this much, then i’d rather leave just for you not to see hurting and for you not to be hurt. maybe it’s not meant to be. not you and me. i’d love you honestly and wholely that leads to what we are now. i’m sorry, and sorry is not enough for all the pain. i don’t care if i’m hurt or dump by you, because all i am so bothered of is how much pain i caused you by the lose of my temper. this is me. if you’re looking where is the one you once meet? me, i am still looking myself into your heart. i demand for love. i crave for love. i need your love. because all this time i still believe in loving you. let me live in your love.

i’ll play until i get my self free…

read it by yourself

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?    

Boy: She’s just too much for me.    

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?    

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..    

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..    

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!    

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..    

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!    

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..    

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.    

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..    

Boy: Well, she..    

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?    

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?    

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.    

Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

the difference is, this time i’m speechless :|