i never thought i’m feeling the same loneliness again. it’s summer. does my loneliness also falls on this season always? i miss everything that makes me happy: a simple walk from our house to the church, or a simple visit to a friend, a talk over ice cream or any food with the people you love to chat a lot, seeing a friend by chance then smile, and wave “hi”. those simple thoughts that i sacrifice through making a decision was a regret that i am trying to grab again. all i need right now is a strength to continue breathing until i can escape from this misery. i hope and pray for people to understand.